Strike Three, You're OUT!

I've had a pretty rough couple of months I'd say, and I would always put on a smile, just to make everyone believe that I am okay, but I'm not. I'm beyond stressed, worried, and lightweight depressed. Lately, I have so many thoughts and problems that I am not able to stand anymore, I need a breather and I need to just relax, but then I can't because I realize I don't have time to just relax when there's so much at stake. I always hate being alone, because I come to realize that I really do have 99 problems. Last night/morning, was just the topper, one of the people that claimed to be my "bestie" betrayed me. I, for one, has always been there for him, whenever he needed someone, I was there, and for the one time I did need him for something that I was going through, he couldnt return the favor. I felt, betrayed, unapppreciated in the least, this will be the third time he has done this to me. So last night I was putting my niece to sleep I checked my myspace on my phone(I know myspace? It's been a min) and I saw something about a problem with a girl. I was his personal doctor, his goto girl for advice, and I knew every little thing about him and his girls or potential girls. So I was wondering why I didn't know about this one, well I text him and I got a reply saying that I shouldn't worry about it, I was a little baffled that he said that, so we got into it, and of course it ended up with him saying I'm not there for him anymore, which is total bullshit!(excuse my french) I've always put my family and friends before myself. I've helped this guy for so long, and now I just feel like it's a waste of time. So i've cut him out of my life for good now. I don't need a person like that in my life, I need someone to value my friendship and appreciate me.

It just goes to show that the people you think you can count on when you really need them, they can't do it.

All I'm saying is, if there is someone out there that's treating you the same way this fool was treating me and claiming to be your "bestie" drop him/her, they're not worth it, and they're more people out there that will value your friendship.