From Me, To You.

I've been doing some thinking, and realization, as always.

I have never felt so right about anything, as I do this time.

Dear Future Mr. Right,

I'm simply not ready. I'm not ready to meet you, want you, like you, love you, have you. I am honestly, enjoying mi vida as it is ahora(: My life has never been as discombobulated as it has been this past year, and you know what, I wouldn't change it if I had the chance to. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger, and I am the strongest I have EVER been. I am on a paper trail, and on a mission to love me and my loved ones. I'm not ready, and not stable. If you were to see where I'm at right now, I'm sure you wouldn't want to be anywhere near me, but you'd be so proud of how I'm doing things, because I'm on this fast paced roller coaster, no hands. I want you to see me as a solid, strong, individual when you meet me, and as of now, I'm not quite there yet. I have respect for myself and you as my future boo that I want you to know in order for you to meet the right one, you have to let go of a few(in my case a lot) of wrong ones. So, let me go through my wrong men, let me get my practice, let me get my time, let me fuck up so many times, let me cry over the wrong men, let me lose sleep, let me stress, let me have fun, let me know how to care about someone, let me know how to love someone, so when I met you, and if you ask me, I'm ready(:

A lot of people mistake me for being single, because I'm EXTREMELY picky, I'm not good enough for anybody and I have nothing to offer; but you're wrong. I am single, because I know what I deserve, and it's not that I have nothing to offer, I just have to much for you to handle. I'm single not only because I'm not good enough for anybody, it's because no one is good enough for me.

I said to a friend, that I am doing all this to only better myself, to change me. So in order to change myself, to better myself, I must let go of what I like and want the most, the things that I want to improve. So I give up you, I give up relationships, and other things, only to improve myself. So when I do meet you, you'd be glad I let you go, because I have matured so much, I've grown into the woman, you were destined to be with.

So hun, take your time with your mistakes, as I am, let me do me, and you do you. I hope to see and meet you when we are BOTH ready, because from that point, there is NO turning back. It's going to be ME and YOU.(:

With Lots of Love,

Molly<3

"We walk the same path but got on different shoes. Live in the same building but we got different views." -Drake